Checking In

So, I have been so bad and not writing everyday. I just honestly have not had the energy for anything :(
I am excited to watch football tonight and hope the blue train will be one step closer to state champions!
They have never taken the title and would love for it to be their year!!! Anyways I will post the outcome of the game tomorrow :)

Still Recoverying!!!!!

I just cant get my energy back from being ill, it does not help that I had to have chemo yesterday. Chemo is really hitting me hard. I really hope my energy is back for the weekend. i am really looking forward to going away with the women on my side of family. I cant remember when we all got away together. Even if I lack energy it will be a wonderful time :)

Home!!!

It feels so good to be home! I had the best time and was sad to say goodbye to everyone. Bella gave me the best homecoming. She even had to sleep with her mimi :) I am exhausted and will write more later!!!1

Ohio Bound!!!

So I wish I was feeling lots better by now :( I will be the one on the plane that everyone wished would of stayed home. I do not care though, I am super excited to see family I have not seen in years!!! It does make things so much easier now that the kids are older and self-sufficient. I did say the kids notice I did not include Ed. I am totally kidding, these days Ed does his share and then some. We just do things different :) I usually go out my way to make sure they have dinner options and they eat out almost every night.

Cant wait to see everyone tomorrow!!!!!!

What a Weekend

So my friday started off great, the Blue Train killed Inglemoor and I got to spend the evening with my entire family and friends. Had the best time!!!! Football is great therapy for me it is one of the few times in a week I forget that I am sick. I get so wrapped up in the game I just have fun:)
Saturday started out okay and ended with a trip to the ER. I just felt so sick and weak I could not get up or move. It was horrible!!! The ER experience was the worst :( First off they could not access my port a cath. Which until you have one you can not understand how painful it is to mess with. After two times of the nurse trying to access it and still not having success, I still was being understanding. I started not being understanding when I was so dehydrated and my heartrate was 125 and they still were not doing anything. Finally they figured if I hold down the IV port they could get fluids in me. There was only one problem with that, every time I moved or breathed the fluids would stop and the alarms would go off. Finally I told them that was not going to work and to call someone from oncology to come and access my port. While im waiting for oncology to come down they come and tell they screwed up my lab work and need to take blood again. Since they can not access my port because they are stupid, I allow them to poke my arm. The  nurse complains she can not find a vein because I am so dehydrated. REALLY? Anyways all ends well , My labs are good and I get to come home. Just the flu. Sorry for the bitch seesion but I feel better LOL.....

Game Day!!

Woo hoo its the big Bothell vs Inglemoor game tonight, Anthony is pretty excited to pound on Inglemoor. I always tell him to imagine his opposing team as cancer and smash the crap out of them. Such great words from his mother, Its okay he knows im a crazy football mother Lol... Can't wait to enjoy the night with family and friends . GO BOTHELL!!!!

Feeling Blue :(

I woke up today not feeling myself, not only has my chemo side effects set in but I have a cold. I am really hoping I feel well by Jamies Wedding. I guess I dont hope, I am counting on it. Nana is also coming down with it . It is so hard to resist those kisses from the princess even when they are covered in snot !

Going to spend the rest of my day relaxing and taking it easy :)

THANKFUL

Thanks Gen for helping me set this up, I am excited to share with you daily. I am sure it will take me awhile to get into a flow of sharing. It can be hard to open up sometimes and let people know what is really going on day to day. I know it can be very healing as well. I look forward to the journey :)

Tami, since I started this for you I thought I would add a photo for you! So excited to be doing this with you! Hope you enjoy my photo! LOVE YOU!